
Once upon a dream
You drifted into sight
A silhouette against
A snow covered mountain top
Peaceful waters kissed by
A gentle breeze
Simple perfection
You lingered there
And I longed for a day
That may never come
E.A.Fussell
03172018

Once upon a dream
You drifted into sight
A silhouette against
A snow covered mountain top
Peaceful waters kissed by
A gentle breeze
Simple perfection
You lingered there
And I longed for a day
That may never come
E.A.Fussell
03172018

The day we agreed that we
Are in a “relationship” and
We
Are now
Officially
Us
An internal struggle began
Sometimes
The four hundred mile distance
Between our homes
Creates an intense loneliness
That engulfs me
And the urge
To throw caution to the wind
Overtakes me
Thoughts of packing my truck
And heading north
Have to be resisted
Then
At other times
You feel so close
Like you are right here with me
Beside me
We are so connected
That the miles become irrelevant
And taking-our-time seems bearable
Thankfully
The feelings of closeness
Occur more frequently
Than those of loneliness
Otherwise I would be a complete
And total mess
E.A. Fussell
03032018

A large portion
Of my working life
Has been spent
Waiting
For inspections
Foundation
Slab
Tiebeam
Plumbing
Electric
HVAC
Framing
Insulation
Rough-ins
Finals
Etc
Etc
Etc
It’s past 4:00pm on a Friday
No inspection result posted yet
Where are you mister building inspector?
The concrete is scheduled
For a 7:00am Monday pour
Everyone is waiting
The concrete has to be batched
Much earlier than 7:00am
The pump has to be setup on site
The finishers need to know
Did the inspection pass
Was it a yes or was it a no
Is the pour a go
Dear Mr Inspector
If you don’t arrive pretty soon
It will be up to me to call it
The clock is ticking
Everyone is anxiously waiting
Okay, now it’s too late
We can’t take the risk
I have to assume you got tied up
And are a no-show
Which means
I alert the team
That the pour is a
NO-GO!
E.A. Fussell
03022018

End of day three of a nine day road trip. (Photo was not taken by me but it was one of the quilts on display during our visit to the National Quilt Museum in Paducah, Kentucky)
Last night was Sunday and the first of two nights in Paducah, Kentucky. We are here to visit the National Quilt Museum. Sharon is a serious quilter and I seriously like any excuse to take a road trip. So here we are.
We are staying at the Paducah Inn Boutique Hotel which is two historic Victorian homes situated side-by-side. Upon our arrival Russell, the Inn keeper, informed us that he cooks a made-to-order breakfast in the main dining room each morning. After long drive the comfortable beds beckoned, promising sweet dreams and a good nights sleep. Sharon’s suite is large and luxurious with a private bath. My room is cozy with a bath down the hall shared with the upstairs guests. Staying in a bed and breakfast inn can be very nice. There is a kitchen between my room and Sharon’s room complete with a dish filled with homemade chocolate chip cookies. It kind of feels like we are visiting a relative or friend’s home.
I awoke this morning feeling refreshed and went for an early walk in the chilly twenty degree temperatures, then got ready for our day of sightseeing and stopped by Sharon’s room to see if she was ready for the days adventure. She was, so we joined our fellow houseguests in the main dining room for breakfast. (House guests sounds better than Inn mates don’t you think?)
Three tables were occupied when we entered the dining room. A mother and son from New York were cordial but not inclusive. A couple from Tampa, Florida were very friendly but we didn’t want to intrude on their “couple time” and it happened that Sharon had already met the guest at the third table so we asked if we could join her. Carolyn Brantley welcomed us warmly. We learned that she is a missionary, author, and transformational life coach specializing in “quiet” retreats. She was a most engaging soul and we were completely captivated by her table talk. She grew up in Paducah and generously shared some of it’s history as we enjoyed Russell’s delicious made-to-order breakfast. Before saying our goodbyes we purchased copies of Carolyn’s book “Reminders from Russia” which is s compilation of newsletters written while she and her husband Bruce were on a mission in Russia during the late 90’s.
With our bellies filled with fuel for the morning activities it was now time to find Hancock’s Fabric. They say this is a virtual heaven on earth to the sewing community. It was reported to me by a reliable source that women from other countries have been known to leave their clothing at the Inn so they can pack their luggage with fabric before returning to their homelands. This was easy to believe when I saw Sharon’s face as we pulled into Hancock’s parking lot. Oh if it were possible to bottle the joy that exuded from her when she entered that store, I would sprinkle it over you as you read these words and you would be as giddy as a school girl (yes, even if you are of the male persuasion). The look on her face was priceless as she frolicked through the fabric aisles.
Monday morning email and text messages didn’t seem to understand that “vacation” was my word for the week. So a cozy bench in the front of the store offered the perfect place for me to work and sit guard over fabric filled buggies. Sharon would fill one buggy, bring it to me, then go fill anther one. She found lots of material for her projects while I managed the production on lots of my projects. It was a great morning.
We took a short lunch Break at the local D.Starnes BBQ then toured the wall of murals along the river bank which tell a pictorial history of Paducah. Murals always get my attention and some of these life size paintings felt like you could wade off into them and be transported back in time.
In the afternoon we toured the National Quilt Museum to view craftsmanship and works of art from olden time to modern days. Some of the work is so intricate and tedious, I can’t imagine having the patience to make each painstaking stitch. Of course today machines can be programmed to do much of the work but it still requires a skill that I may never acquire. Much respect to any and all quilters is offered by me.
We topped our day off with dinner at Patti’s 1880 Settlement in Grand Rivers, Kentucky and I took a walk through the grounds decorated with thousands of Christmas lights. The beautiful scenery was a perfect backdrop for family photos and I was blessed to be able to offer my assistance to several dads so they could join the photograph instead of being the photographer.
By the time we arrived back in our rooms at the Paducah Inn we were ready for some rest and thankful to have logged another beautiful day on our route.
E.A. Fussell
11202017

Fill your mind and heart with optimism and hope. Push guilt and fear and anxiety to the side. Forge ahead, move through your day, knowing that your dominant thoughts attract your reality. Light always overcomes darkness. Vibrate at a higher level today by keeping your thoughts positive. Your vibration impacts the universe, you matter, you are important, you are loved by God, Creator of all.
E.A.Fussell
04232017

Relationship
Why does that word scare me so
Maybe because
I’ve watched so many
Come and go
Family members pass
Friendships fade
Marriages die
Lovers leave
I’ve met someone
Who makes me
Want to be brave again
Believe in
Happily ever after again
My romantic mind
Dares to shout
“I want the fairytale!”
My logical mind whispers
“Fool!”
My heart speaks softly
“Look”
A vision flashes before my eyes
This man takes my hand
And we walk together
Along a mountain path
Into a brilliant sunset
My heart swells with hope
It’s rhythmic pounding
Drowning out
The chatter
Of my mind
E.A. Fussell
02282018

Write your own story
Fill it with
Love
Laughter
Adventure
Lots of hugs
And a few
Midnight kisses
Color it with
Sunset reds
Mountain greens
And ocean blues
Then go out
And make it come true
E.A. Fussell
02282018

My heart is strong
It heals quickly
No matter how big the wrong
No matter how deep the cut
My heart continues to beat
Even when it’s pulverized
Like a piece of ground up meat
My mind is weak
It holds on to memories
Of the ones who ripped
My heart to shreds
A thousand thoughts
Assaulting my head
At an age such as mine
One hopes to find
The ability to release
Thoughts that bind
Hurt that blinds
And find some modicum of peace
Yet here lay I
Alone in my bed
With heart wrenching memories
Running rampant through my head
What if I had only, said or done
Something different, in some way
What if…….maybe…….
Yet here I lay
E.A. Fussell
11102017

Sometimes
I️ forget who I️ am
And someone
Convinces me
I️ can settle down
But the truth is
God created me to roam
And mostly
I️ am satisfied
With a suitcase
Instead of a home
Some think
It makes for me
A lonely life
But the truth is
I️ have often
Felt my loneliest
When I️ had the title
Of wife
E.A. Fussell
11162017

One carerless comment
Two wounded hearts
One Romance ended
Two lonely souls
One moment in time
Two lives untwined
E.A.Fussell
04092017