Sparks fly

Interest
The spark caught my attention

Anticipation
How long might the spark last

Anxiety
Remembering past failures

Hope
That this connection is different

Understanding
It could go either way

Peace
Knowing, either way,
I will be okay

E.A. Fussell
01.30.2024

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Plan A often goes awry
So it’s all about
How you handle Plan B
And Plan C thru Z

Be flexible
Be prepared to turn
On a dime

Set your intentions
Chart your course
But remember
They are not cast in stone

You can always
Adjust or change your path
As circumstances arise

The most important thing
Is to remind yourself
WHY
You desire your intention

Allow yourself
To fully feel
Your why

Then get lost in
Your perceived feeling
Of the moment when you
Accomplish your intention

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Feel it as if it is happening
Right now

E.A. Fussell
01.03.2023

Whatever

If you have something bad
To say about me
Don’t bother saying it to my face

Say it to someone else
I don’t have the time or
The inclination to listen

You are speaking
Out of your perspective
Not from my shoes

I know all too well
The truth about myself
Much deeper than you ever could

The mistakes I have made
The things I have failed at
The people I have hurt

And so does God
If He can forgive me
Then I can forgive you

So talk to your hearts content
Say whatever you choose
I have been forgiven

And no longer
Have anything
To lose

E.A. Fussell
01.01.2024

Feel this moment

One day
When there is no darkness
When the gates of the City
Are continuously open
I will relax in a mansion
A place prepared for me

Until then
I will remain a warrior
Wearing the full armor of God
With oil for my lamp
Standing in Spiritual battle
For the King of Kings

Remembering
To fully feel
Each moment
Good or bad
My journey through
This earth brings

E.A. Fussell
12.20.2023

Revelation 21
Ephesians 6
Matthew 25
Ephesians 3

Overcome fitness challenges

Have you ever felt the battle between your flesh and spirit when it comes to healthy choices and taking care of your body? Does it feel like you are in a struggle to eat healthy, exercise, end your addiction to sugar?

Are you stuck in the “whenever” or “tomorrow” trap? Whenever I have more time, whenever I have more money, whenever I feel better. Tomorrow I will eat healthier. Tomorrow I will go for a walk. Tomorrow I will stop drinking soda.

Our flesh tends to choose instant pleasure over delayed gratification. We truly want to eat healthy but can’t seem to resist the pleasure of eating a sweet treat. Our tempter, that old devil, encourages us whispering in our ear, “It’s okay, go ahead take a bite, you can start eating healthier tomorrow.”

Then, after we’ve eaten that sweet treat and put off our health until tomorrow that old devil switches gears and becomes our accuser showering us with judgement and guilt. Causing us to compare ourselves to others, pick ourselves to pieces, feel like we’re weak and not enough. He’s got us right where he wants us, in a tug-of-war with ourselves. Thinking we always have tomorrow. Putting our flesh first.

Mark 3:25 tells us when we are internally divided against ourselves we fail and the enemy wins. How do we break out of this trap of self-criticism and self-sabotage? How do we find the strength to resist temptation, overcome excuses, move ourselves toward a healthier body?

By actively putting God first in our life and including Him in our health and fitness plan. Matthew 6:33 promises God will take care of us when we put Him first. Galatians 5:16 tells us if we walk in the spirit we can overcome the flesh.

How do we put God first? Prayer, scripture, worship, meditation, there are numerous ways. It is a personal decision. Figure out what it means to you, and do it. Just remember it’s not a one-and-done thing. It’s an ongoing interaction. A personal relationship with God.

John 16:33 gives us the reminder that yes, we will face difficult times but we belong to the one who has overcome the world and Isaiah 41:10 reminds us God will strengthen and help us. If we let Him.

So….let Him.

E.A. Fussell
11.09.23

Lord thank You for loving us like You do. Thank You for the help and guidance that are always available to us through the Spirit. We ask for that help and guidance now. Thank You that You never stop listening to us even when we have stopped listening to You. Bless the person reading this, open their heart to receive You. Provide for them what they need most today. Comfort, strength, healing, finances. Pour out blessings upon them as only You can in accordance with Your Divine will, under grace, and in a perfect manner. Thank You Father that you have heard me. Amen

Ignore impulse

Every day
When we wake up
We can choose
How we will face the day

Every minute
Throughout the day
We can choose
How to experience the day

Lord help me
To choose calm
When exploding
Is how I am wired to react

To think more
Strategically
When diving in
Is my first response

To pause
When the gauntlet
Is thrown down
And let it lay where if falls

E.A. Fussell
10.18.2023