
Remember
When you are feeling
Down
A crayon still colors when it is
Broken
So pick your chin
Up
Think positive
Thoughts
Especially when you’re feeling
Down
And color the hell out of your
Broken
E.A. Fussell
1/19/2019

Remember
When you are feeling
Down
A crayon still colors when it is
Broken
So pick your chin
Up
Think positive
Thoughts
Especially when you’re feeling
Down
And color the hell out of your
Broken
E.A. Fussell
1/19/2019

Sun sets
On a long day
Breeze blows
Palm trees sway
Carrying my thoughts
Far far away
E.A. Fussell
1/17/2019

Hold your head high
Sit securely on your perch
Knowing that any minute
You can choose to fly
E.A. Fussell
1/16/2019

Learning how to block time
Each day
And focus on one thing
One specific life intention
One aspect of work
One area of self improvement
Easier said than done
This focusing on just one
Theory says
Great gains can be made
In a short amount of time
If we focus on one thing
Set aside distractions
Dedicate our mind
To thinking on one thing
Dedicate our body
To practicing one thing
Theory says
That’s how experts
Become experts
Ignoring distractions
Pushing them
Out of the way
To focus on one thing
For a specific period of time
Each and every day
It has been my experience
Focusing on just one
Is easier said than done
E.A. Fussell
01/12/2019

Have you ever taken a verse with you throughout the year? Pondering it, meditating on it, studying it? Looking up each individual word in the verse? Thinking about the time in which it was written? Analyzing every aspect of it, culturally, philosophically, emotionally? Reciting it daily? Living it?
This will be my first year doing that. The idea may not be new to you but it just came into my conscious thought this morning. As an eclectic reader many genres cross my path, however, Bible study is consistently on my current reading list.
My 2019 verse is from the King James Bible (authorized version of 1611). When the initial thought occurred, the task of choosing one scripture from 23,145 verses seemed like a challenging task, formidable even.
Thankfully, and interestingly, the verse chose me. The Holy Spirit presented it to me, or the universe conspired to put the right thought followed a few moments later by the right verse in front of me, or the angels assigned to me know what I need to focus on this year and made sure it came into my consciousness. Any one, or all, of these things could be true.
Each year it seems my mind has gotten busier, racing from thought to thought, topic to topic. Focusing on one thing has become more difficult. There is so much information readily available via the printed word, audio, and the World Wide Web. Accumulating and layering the information by reading, listening, searching is easy; absorbing the information, not so easy. Absorbing requires focus, lack of distraction, commitment, conscious thinking, sub-conscious programming, dedication, discipline.
Distractions are so plentiful and often very subtle, to the point that we don’t even realize we are being distracted. Then suddenly the year is gone and we didn’t get to half of the things on our todo list, or even fully absorb one thing.
Absorbing one verse throughout the entire year, focusing on it daily without distractions, is that even possible to accomplish in this world?
When God speaks we should listen. He speaks to us in so many ways but we usually don’t, can’t, even hear Him because we are distracted. This time His direction was clear: continue to study and take one verse with you throughout 2019; a few minutes later the verse was revealed to me.
Romans 12:9 will be my 2019 scripture verse. This morning documentation began as I read Bullinger’s reference notes and appendixes, looked up each word using Strong’s Exhaustive Concordance, pondered my dad’s interpretation of the verse and formed my own initial interpretation of how the verse applies to my life right now.
The understanding of how perfect this verse is for me at this moment in time confirmed that the conscious thought of taking a verse with me throughout the year, followed by a specific verse being revealed, all came from my Creator. It always delights my soul that God knows me so well and reaffirms my belief that He wants an intimate personal relationship with each one of us.
Taking this verse with me on my daily journey through the next year will challenge my commitment and test my obedience. It is a simple yet complex verse that can have impacts of great magnitude, IF it is absorbed through focus and dedication.
Time will tell.
Happy New Year!
E.A. Fussell
1/1/2019
Romans 12:9 KJV
Let love be without dissimulation. Abhor that which is evil; cleave to that which is good.

There is a distant voice
Calling
It gets louder
As I get older
Calling
Do not settle
Do not conform
Calling
Love with abandon
Live with passion
Calling
Stay free
Enjoy each experience
Calling
Seek wisdom
Disregard skeptics
Calling
Take risks
Do not fear pain
Calling
You were created for this moment
Do not let it pass in vain
E.A. Fussell
12/28/2018

Ponder this:
Our central nervous system
A mass of impulses and messages
Flowing constantly
Processing information at warp speed
Connected to the eyes
Can be effected by environment
Media bombards us
With negative images
Evoking an imbalance
In the ratio of our sense preceptors
By overloading us
With negative information
The media changes the ratio
Of our sense preceptors
When sense ratios change
People change
Bombarded by negative information
We become more negative
As individuals, as a society, as a nation
But remember
When sense ratios change
People change
What might happen if
We turned off the media
And took for ourselves
A few minutes
During our waking hour and
Prior to sleep
To gaze at images which inspire us
And listen to music that moves us
And think on things pure and lovely
And fill our central nervous system
With positive information
That we dream on and awaken to
If we did this for a day, week, longer
What might happen to us
As individuals, a society, a nation?
E.A. Fussell
12/24/2018

Sunrises
Wind blows
Sunsets
Red, Orange, Yellow
Sails fill
Moving swiftly
Hope billows
On waves of blue
E.A. Fussell
12/19/2018

Back in Texas, and unpacking from a recent trip to the Smoky Mountains, my ringing phone flashed “Montana Calling” across the screen. My longtime friend, Jethro, is the only person I know currently living in Montana. Talking with him is always entertaining.
I answered my phone joyfully,
“What’s goin’ on cowboy?”
Jethro, in a sad tone,
“Hey Miss Ann, not much going on here, I just had to call and tell you something”
Me, sincerely concerned,
“What’s wrong?”
Jethro, dejectedly,
“You hurt my feelings.”
Me, truly alarmed,
“One of the last things in this world I would want to do is hurt your feelings Jethro, what on earth have I done?”
Jethro, a little more energy in his voice, “You went traipsing around the countryside again and didn’t come see me…again.”
Me, astonished,
“Have you moved recently?”
Jethro, sadly,
“Nope, I’m still right here in Montana, waitin’ for you to come see me.”
Me, chidingly,
“well Jethro, I realize you aren’t the-brightest-bulb-on-the-Christmas-tree, but I know that even you are aware Montana is a long way from the Smoky Mountains.”
Jethro, growing more heated as he spoke,
“Miss Ann, I am not only the brightest bulb on the Christmas tree, I am the damn star-on-top-of-the-tree and that’s how I know there are planes that fly from Texas to Montana. You could have flown here, stayed with me and galavanted around these mountains and streams. We have trees here too Miss Ann and waterfalls. We have lots of things in Montana that you could have taken pictures of!”
Me, laughing in spite of myself,
“I’m not sure about that whole star-on-top-of-the-Christmas-tree thing you are proclaiming, but if you wanted to see me so badly those planes you are talking about fly to Texas the same way they fly to Montana.”
Jethro, seriously,
“And you know I ain’t gonna get on an airplane! And I cain’t take time off work to drive to Texas and back, so you are gonna have to come here.”
Me, contemplating,
“Maybe I’ll accept your invitation and visit in the Spring. Just make sure your latest-flavor-of the month knows I’ll be camping on your doorstep.”
Jethro, laughing,
“I done told this one all about you Miss Ann, and you’re gonna like her. She’s more than the flavor-or-the-month, she’s lasted the whole year and I’m hopin’ she’ll stick around for next year too.”
Me, surprised,
“WOW, that’s an accomplishment for you, I am happy to hear it. What exactly did you tell her about me?”
Jethro, whimsical,
“I told her about your poetry, how much you like to dance, that you are a workaholic and that for me you’re the one that got away but we have remained good friends.”
Me, incredulous,
“Don’t you have to catch something before it gets away?!”
Jethro, sincerely,
“That’s just a technicality, I caught you in my mind. I can hardly wait for the Spring to get here! Let me know when you are comin’.”
Me, smiling,
“Okay, but be warned, one of the reasons I haven’t traveled out west yet is because it may be difficult for me to leave once the scenery gets a hold of me.”
Jethro, happily,
“Don’t worry Miss Ann, you’re always welcome with me.”
Me, chuckling,
“Later cowboy.”
Jethro, chuckling too,
“Later Miss Ann”
As I hung up the phone visions of Montana’s majestic mountains flashed through my mind. Springtime may not get here fast enough.
E.A. Fussell
11-25-2018

One day
I will have a nice home again
And someone to share it with
Until then
I will be happy for those of you
Who have such things
And feel joy in my heart
When I see your beautiful pictures
Knowing that my choices
Have brought me to where I am
And one day
My choices will lead me home
E.A. Fussell
12/09/2018