Please don’t try to fix me
I would ask you to understand me
But how could I ask such a thing
When I don’t even
Understand myself
Sometimes
I get sad
My energy gets low
I just need time alone
So alone I go
Secluding myself
Within myself
Shutting out the world
Restoring my vitality
Improving my soul
Eventually I let the world back in
For a time
I never know how long
The season of allowing
Will last
Before the season of alone
Begins again
The alone season is just as
Unpredictable
It can be a day, a week, a month
Until I feel able
To face the push and pull
Of other souls
All going about their normal life
Oblivious of my strife
My smile hides it well
Only a few other seasoned souls
Can tell
Through the light in my eyes
They know it well
They live it too
Something unexplainable inside
Sometimes dim
Sometimes bright
E.A. Fussell
11.07.2020
E. A. Fussell 
It’s so deep and I can totally relate to it! When I try to understand myself, I just get lost in own world of confusions and doubt.🍁
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It’s really deep and I can totally relate to it. When I try to understand myself, I get lost in own world of confusions and doubts that make me drown!🍁
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